Locked down, tied back, covered in sin
devoured by the darkness, raging within
angry with the world, and angry at Him
cuffed by evil and left feeling there's no escape
filled to the brim with lust, greed, envy, and hate
I try to talk but I'm always left with a debate
constant questions and confusion
unsettled and never come to a conclusion
the best one that I have is against His Holy plan
ignorant about how I could make this life grand
seasoned with things I thought were good
yet I lack the one true God who understood
the pain and suffering I left to deal with on my own
no one can survive all alone
so God gave me a chance
through a woman with class
and a man who will become a Saint
a clear path and picture of my life he began to paint
the daughter of Christ
so I began to fight
against the evil and hate of this place
through the power of confession my evil was erased
darkness became light
my future became bright
the unanswered questions no longer made me up tight
fate wasn't my problem I began living day by day
praying for my enemies and trust He would stay
the path wasn't easy but Schmieds and Father knew
that even though progress was slow I grew and grew
stronger in my faith as time went on
appreciative of the hardships and that this soul of happiness is no longer gone
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